Countess Wolf

Countess Wolf

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  • The World Is A Stage

    When people meet, there is a standard exchange: “How are you?” “I’m fine, and you?” And life goes on.

    thecountesswolf

    June 1, 2022
    Health, Self
    acting, back pain, doctors, masks, self-esteem, vulnerability, women writers, writer
  • Cutting Cords

    Cutting the cords that bind my mind Light the match Set it ablaze, watch everything burn Nothing more than ashes, No meaning, no ties. Darkness, silence. Freedom.

    thecountesswolf

    May 25, 2022
    Creations, Mental Health, Paganism, Self
    cord cutting, occult, Paganism, reflections, self-worth, therapy, women writers, writer
  • Invisible

    I wish I was invisible so it didn’t matter what I looked like.

    thecountesswolf

    May 22, 2022
    Mental Health, Self
    dysfunction, self-esteem, self-worth, women writers, writer
  • It’s Getting Bad Again

    I’ve struggled with depression for most of my life. I remember having thoughts of not wanting to be alive starting when I was 7 or 8 years old. Those thoughts have never completely gone away. I was prescribed an antidepressant for the first time when I was 26 years old. It helped some but ended…

    thecountesswolf

    May 18, 2022
    Mental Health, Self
    destruction, dissociation, reflections, self-care, self-esteem, self-worth, suicide, therapy, trauma, women writers, writer
  • Nothing

    None of this matters. Burn it all down. Burn away the blood marked walls I punched until my hands shattered But not before metal tore flesh in a final goodbye note. Everything is empty. Burn me to ash, let the wind scatter me into oblivion.

    thecountesswolf

    May 11, 2022
    Creations, Mental Health, Self
    create, creative, creativity, destruction, dissociation, dysfunction, poetry, women writers, writer
  • Silence

    The calm silence of the night is when all the thoughts flood in. So much said, so much unsaid. I have no idea what to do with any of it. I didn’t sleep tonight. Last night I had nightmares and I was yelling in my sleep again. It happened the night before too. I thought…

    thecountesswolf

    May 11, 2022
    Creations, Self
    create, creative, creativity, occult, pagan, reflections, women writers, writer
  • Exciting News!

    There will be a new addition to The Countess Wolf soon. Stay Tuned!

    thecountesswolf

    May 9, 2022
    Creations, news
    creativity, news
  • Women’s Rights

    I fear for our daughters, our sisters, our mothers, aunts, friends, Women. The United States Supreme Court has drafted a majority opinion to overturn abortion rights. This would end federal constitutional protection of abortion rights and allow each state to decide if they want to restrict or outright ban abortions. The case is pending, but…

    thecountesswolf

    May 3, 2022
    Health, Uncategorized
    autonomy, health care, right to choose, Roe v. Wade, SCOTUS, women's rights
  • Work In Progress

    During a session with my therapist yesterday, she said something that struck me to my core. “You are a work in progress.” There was discussion surrounding that, but her statement flipped on the light switch. I could suddenly breathe again. I’ve been holding my breath for decades. It’s a simple statement with an ocean of…

    thecountesswolf

    May 3, 2022
    Mental Health, Self
    authentic self, CPTSD, dysfunction, healing, humble, self-care, self-esteem, self-worth, therapy, trauma, women writers, writer
  • Beauty Is In The Eye Of Someone Else

    I have always struggled with my weight. Even as a child I was overweight. My weight has fluctuated throughout my life where I’ve lost and re-gained large amounts. At my highest weight I underwent bariatric surgery. I dropped 150 pounds within 7 months post-op, but then I got pregnant and the weight loss stopped. I…

    thecountesswolf

    April 27, 2022
    Mental Health, Self
    abuse, anorexia, bulimia, dysfunction, eating disorder, EDNOS, self-esteem, self-worth, trauma, weight, weight loss
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