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Once in awhile I enjoy creating. Tonight I made myself earrings. I used 2 gauge surgical steel spirals, made with rattlesnake vertebrae, amethyst and hematite beads.
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I started writing about one of the shit storm periods of my life, and I had to stop. Some of it is still too raw. I’ve talked about it in therapy, but I’m not ready to put it out here for all to see. I planned to write a book about those times, and I…
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Sometimes I want to scream into the void until I lose my voice. Scream until I can’t feel a damn thing. Scream until I forget every terrible thing that’s ever happened to me and every terrible thing I’ve ever done. Sometimes I want the ground to open up and swallow me out of existence. Would…
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I decided to sign up for a Discord account. Now what? I honestly have no idea. I feel ancient because I really have no idea what the hell to do with the damn thing. Do I look for servers? Do I wait for invites to servers? Do I just sit here with my thumb up…
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My last few posts have been pretty heavy, so I thought I would do something a little more lighthearted. There are a variety of different services that offer DNA testing to find out your ethnicity. Last year, there was a sale on testing from one of the companies, so I decided to give it a…
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I shouldn’t be alive right now. Around the age of 12, I didn’t think I’d be alive for very long, and honestly, I didn’t want to be alive. By that age I had already experienced lifetimes worth of abuse; physical, emotional, sexual. I didn’t know that I would experience domestic violence, sexual assault, and emotional…
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When I was five and a half years old, my mother took me and left my father. I was 6 years old the last time I saw him. We moved in with my grandmother and her husband. Even though they had been married since my mother was young, I will never refer to that man…
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Once upon a time, people asked me to record myself reading some of my poetry. I never actually thought I would do it, but I proved myself wrong. Give it a listen: Hear it on Spotify or Hear it Here
Countess Wolf 